My friends are like my family. My family is VERY dysfunctional, so its really hard to sometimes love my family immediate family. With my friends it's not its easy. The see me for who I am. They respect me. Lately I haven't felt very respect by my immediate family meaning my parents.
I'm thankful God gave me those parents, but sometimes I just don't know what to say to them. It's difficult to talk to them. Some days I wish I could live on my own, or with my friends, but it just gets too heated between my me, and my parents, especially my mom. It also can get heated between my parents.
My friends are what keep me from that when I see them. I get to be with my friends, and stay calm. Try not to think about what is going on around me outside of hanging with them. With the financial difficulties we are having the arguments between my parents can be rough, but the time I get to go hangout with my friends is the best time for me.
If it weren't for my friends I honestly don't know where I would be. I could be in a mental hospital somewhere. Although that's where my dad believes I should be.
Especially my friends who are musicians. Music is my distractions besides my friends. It's just a plus if I can see them play, and be able to hang out with them. If they aren't to busy to at least come say hi.
I know my friends are busy. Musician friends, and Non-musician friends, but I enjoy the distractions when I get to see them, or talk to them. It's a good time. Some of my friends I can just be in the same room with them, and my mood will change.
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