I have a lot more medical stuff to deal besides just a flap. I'm going to have to have at least two extra surgeries before they even do the flap. It's going to be a much longer process than I thought. I'm already exhausted most of the time, because I haven't slept much lately, but I can't take anything most days, because the home health nurse comes. I'm easy to wake up when I don't take anything, but unless I kind of wake up on my own when I take something I'm not the easiest person to wake up. So I just have to deal with it. I'm getting so tired of it though. This month is going to be even more harder to sleep, because I have a lot of doctors appointments.
As I've gotten older I've had to deal with a lot more medical stuff than I ever thought I would have to deal with. Lately I've seen my home health nurse more than I've seen my friends even after we got the new car, which we had to get, because the transmission went out in the van about a month ago. All of this stuff is just making me so exhausted and nervous. Most of the time I don't feel like many of my friends are interested in helping me through it. I know it's probably not true, but from my point of view that's what I see sometimes several times.
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