Trust is earned. It can be taken away just as easy. These last few weeks. I've been in a state of confusion. Not because of my medical issues. People have hurt me my entire life with emotions. Lies and hurtful words. When it happened to me again this around I didn't even see it, because I was so use to it. I just thought they were telling the truth. I had to listen to my best friend, before I could even see it. I can't believe I don't see the people who want to hurt me or my friends emotionally. Sometimes I feel so stupid, when it comes to things like being taken advantage of, which is what I think I was for at least 8-9 months maybe a year. I was in a deep confusion. For a while I wasn't believing anyone, but then my best friend told me exactly what was happening, and I saw it. In the process I hurt my friends of my confusion, and depression a little bit. I'm already overwhelmed by everything going on. I really didn't need that to, but it happened, and I felt such like a idiot.
