Saturday, October 17, 2015

hacking through my medicines and sometimes throwing up during them.

I stopped crushing my medicines because the pudding was messing up my stomach. I went back to the way I was doing them before with cereal, and food the pill stuck in something soft, and take another bite, and it all goes down. I will sometimes hack and cough my through. I usually take drink of something before, but not during, because I'm not going throw up the drink to that defeats the purpose of everything.  I usually do okay except one I can't get it to go down at all. I end up throwing mucus. I don't know if throw up the pill. Then I cough for like 5 minutes after I'm down.
My mom says its in my head its not in my head. I don't even think about taking my medicines. It just happens. I'm so sick of her accusing me of things like that. Things happen. Find a way to take it or stop taking it period. It gets old every day her saying. I'm so tired of it. You try to get her to stop, but she doesn't know the meaning of stop in any regards to anything not just my medicines.