Struggling at home.

Where I live other than being able to see my friends basically when I want, because my will drive me since I don't know my license. UGH!! When I am at home its a real struggle. Either my parents are yelling at each other times, or me and my mom are getting into it. That's basically because she's calling me rude, or something other name. That I'm tired of it. At least my dad will respect that I'm 29 years old. For several years now my mom as NEVER respected that I'm adult. All she says is I live in this house. I.E. with my parents. She doesn't respect anything. I'm getting tired of it.
I'm suppose to have surgery again sometime in August. I'm hoping that once I go in I can make some changes not have to be around them anymore. Downside is I'll won't be able to go see my friends play anymore probably. Although its a VERY BIG price to pay if I can get some change I would really like for something to change. I'm tired of yelling, being yelled at, or hearing yelling. I'm tired of my whole situation.
Some days I wish I was married to my best friend, and not living here.  My friend is a Great Guy. 
I just wish I had a different life lately. I EXTREMELY enjoy going to go see my friends play, but I honestly don't know how much more I can take of any of this. I can't do anything right when it comes to my mom. She's says she can't do anything right either, but on my end either its the same thing. Even if you try to talk to her she'll blow up. She claims my dad does it, and he might also do it, but she doesn't even see that she doesn't it to. They both think they can do no wrong. I'm just stuck in the middle not the best place to be. 
I'm tired of it. I want it to be over. I will lose ALOT, but I will also gain peace, and peace is what I need right now. 

Feeling sad all the time.

On July 23, 2015. I go to the plastic surgeon to discuss my open wound surgery. I'm having a difficult time coming to grips with the idea of staying in one place for multiple weeks. Also the after rehab or bed rest at home.
I'm a very out going person. This is will be a whole new thing for me. My room is pretty small so I don't know if I really want people coming over after get home if I have to do bed rest, but while I'm in the hospital, or if I have to do rehab either at the hospital or at a another location I wouldn't mind visitors there. It's kind of far and at the hospital you have to pay parking, so I feel sad my friends have to pay go visit me.

Right now. I'm just sitting in my room basically a lot or have recently, because of the rain in Texas. Looking at four walls not really what I want to before I will have to do that when I have surgery. 

I'm just not myself right now. I don't know what's happen. It's probably everything I've been through over the last year, and continue to go through. Thankfully no doctors appointments until July. 

Only time I'm really happy is when I'm around my friends.