Where I live other than being able to see my friends basically when I want, because my will drive me since I don't know my license. UGH!! When I am at home its a real struggle. Either my parents are yelling at each other times, or me and my mom are getting into it. That's basically because she's calling me rude, or something other name. That I'm tired of it. At least my dad will respect that I'm 29 years old. For several years now my mom as NEVER respected that I'm adult. All she says is I live in this house. I.E. with my parents. She doesn't respect anything. I'm getting tired of it.
I'm suppose to have surgery again sometime in August. I'm hoping that once I go in I can make some changes not have to be around them anymore. Downside is I'll won't be able to go see my friends play anymore probably. Although its a VERY BIG price to pay if I can get some change I would really like for something to change. I'm tired of yelling, being yelled at, or hearing yelling. I'm tired of my whole situation.
Some days I wish I was married to my best friend, and not living here. My friend is a Great Guy.
I just wish I had a different life lately. I EXTREMELY enjoy going to go see my friends play, but I honestly don't know how much more I can take of any of this. I can't do anything right when it comes to my mom. She's says she can't do anything right either, but on my end either its the same thing. Even if you try to talk to her she'll blow up. She claims my dad does it, and he might also do it, but she doesn't even see that she doesn't it to. They both think they can do no wrong. I'm just stuck in the middle not the best place to be.
I'm tired of it. I want it to be over. I will lose ALOT, but I will also gain peace, and peace is what I need right now.
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